I read the psalm,
& a song plays in
my head: some trust
in chariots, some trust
in horses. But we will trust
in the name of the LORD. and
I think of how much I need Your
help, LORD. Send reinforcements.
Guidance. Wisdom. For as I
sit here alone in the silence
I feel the anxiety rise; anxiety
I need consolation from. I am
tired of the voices in my head
repeating the chorus of
I love this prompt today. I’ve been begging God for some this week. Or rather, gentleness. What I love while I beg is the way I’m suddenly desiring to talk to him a lot. Sit with him even if I only utter thoughts, or seriously nervous. He is bringing a lot to the forefront lately.
One of those things: I’m afraid of him. So very, very afraid. I want to know him but if he gives me opportunity, I’m so hesitant, I second guess everything. Which I think is why, this psalm came up today.
But we will trust in the name of the LORD.
Can’t get it out of my head.