6/29/18

If I told You, God, 

the reason I want

gifts is because I feel

disconnected, will You 

shame me? Because when

some one who genuinely gives 

me a gift, I push back. I tremble   

You don’t do shame. I know this. You 

know the root that when I feel 

disconnected from

someone or unheard or invisible, I crave 

attention somehow and what better way 

than a gift. But You also know 

I am a quality time girl and a gift will 

leave me empty if my heart feels turned 

away. Hold me now. H

–

fmf-if.