He tells me
he is the last to know
we are not together anymore.
I want to know why he even cares – it takes my mother to
◦ pull me back to reality – to
◦ Say do I really want to go
◦ Down that road again? You want a a guy who has religion in his life. There are guys like that out there. You can be flattered but don’t respond. I don’t want to be flattered though. I want to be
◦ Honored, respected. I don’t need to be ea(ting from the tree anymore, letting the serpent tell me, don’t you want this? No, I actually want someone who will carry me around, will see my worth the first time and his words and actions match up. So, here I am blocking the holes that got you in the first time, praying, Father, keep me safe
and prepare me for the man who
lives a life of integrity in light of Your love, to have & to hold,
to cherish me forever.)
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