I.
Sitting in the Kroger parking lot,
I am staring at pink, blue & gold
butterflies decorating my green purse.
A song by Shakey Graves plays,
something to do with struggles.
For once, I don’t focus on the lyrics,
but take in melodies pelting from the speakers.
My skin is drenched in Georgia sweat. I continue listening to strums when he returns with blue & white Gatorade.
II.
We pull up to the spacious place
where I had breathed quiet air
the last two months.
He sets me on a fold out chair
atop the truck bed. The tension
in my legs raises my need to ask God: why?
I am asked how old I am. I can’t answer, keeping my gaze ahead.
Heights, even three feet up, make this twenty four year old fear
I will fall victim to pavement gory.
III.
Solid ground finds me
on a red deck.
He is rapping about cleaning gutters
since ’94, not getting Pine Sol everywhere.
A backyard show for myself,
birds & any earshot neighbors.
Before he’s famous, cleaning slipshod gutters.
IV.
He sings every song his iPod plays.
KISS melting faces driving by a field,
to Shaggy serenading any angel driving through McDonalds.
V.
Struggles in life
help us to realize
we aren’t much different.
Whether we sing loud
or internally contemplate meanings,
we share in Love’s personal harmony.